CLIENT LOVE

VIBING is not always about dancing or moving your body. There were a few sessions I literally did it on my sofa because I wasn’t feeling 100%. I realized I didn’t have to be moving in big ways to participate. I also noticed I was the oldest one in the group and I don’t move like I once did when I was younger. So to be able to do it sitting or laying down or whatever I needed to do that day for me was probably the biggest misperception I had about VIBING that I learned. It was gold.

From the outside VIBE looked fun and empowering but once I was in the Immersion the realization it was to allow myself to emotionally detox. Not just from daily life but things that you didn’t realize were being stored deep within. I didn’t expect the emotional outlet that I felt on a daily basis. The urge to play the music, sing, dance, and feel sexy and sensual again and just move effortlessly through life. It really touched my heart and soul.

Grateful to move through this old part of me that was lingering and really beautiful to have the moment to hug myself. Honor that version of me is still here and that she just wants to be seen and acknowledged and to see her without judgement so I can finally embody and step into my next level. To remember that it gets to be FUN! It’s amazing, deep, fragile, and it’s strong at the same time. So great!

It was like layers of what I got out of it. So many things happened and came up throughout the process and being reminded of how interconnected the different parts of us are. I got so much more out of it than I expected to.

What’s so interesting about VIBE and the energetic patterns I work with as a Chiropractor is bridging stagnancy with movement. We can work through many of our own patterns through intuitive movement and so interesting how the two tie in together. It’s so different than just speaking about our problems or emotions, which is very important but the body stores it. The nervous system doesn’t know the difference between 15 years ago and 5 minutes from now or the present moment. So you’re still running those patterns all the time. So either through hands on work like we do in Chiropractic or on your own through things like Sam’s program. It’s not only about experiencing more joy and flow in your life, but to HEAL from things that are holding you back.

I want to express gratitude to everyone here bc I could feel all the love you were putting out there and I hope you felt the love from me too. Felt so good to surface and come up from the depths. To forgive myself and allow life to be a celebration again.

I liked how you said Making big movements and it’s okay to be big in your space. It brought me back to pictured my 15 yo ego state and I envisioned my current self reassuring my younger self that its okay to be big and to be seen. I was always silenced or humiliated somehow. Some kind of degrading put down. So it’s interesting to think of your younger self seeing you now not being silenced. Then I saw my future self guiding my current self into a holistic connection of every part of me being worthy and connected to whatever success I can share with others and bring into the world. “It’s all part of your light and purpose” was the message I heard as I moved.

I was so blown away by this. In the beginning I was just sitting against a wall moving and then there was a song that came on that said you say I am love and I don’t feel a thing. I had Niagara Falls coming down my face. I have listened to that song so many times and it is so powerful but tonight it had such a different impact on me and brought out so much emotion in my heart that I didn’t even know was there. Then I was jumping up and down and hugging myself and it was so awesome. It’s a sensual thing, a supernatural thing, a god thing, and the words to these songs are so amazing. Such an awesome experience for me and something I desperately needed.

Ever since I was 14 I felt and believed I had to do it all by myself. There wasn’t really anyone else I could count on to be there to support me, to love me, or whatever. I felt everything I had to do was on my own. I don’t think that was the case then and it certainly isn’t the case now. Which brought me full circle to the last time we VIBED and we talked about shedding the masculine energy that I’ve lived in this whole time and stepping more into the feminine energy space.

The 16 year old version of me has stayed in my past. I was pretty repulsed by her. I am who I am today in spite of that version of me not because of that version. If I could go back and erase her from the timeline that has been what I wanted to do. What was cool today that’s never ever happened was I went to her, hugged her, and brought her with me here today. It’s such a healing part. I don’t want to erase that part of me. I wish I would have learned the lessons in a different way but I didn’t! This exercise and this weekend allowed me that space to bring in the love and grace that I needed. That I am giving easily to others and can now give to myself. An amazing way to end this retreat.